"Romford Spanking Party" Today...

I love being caned....

Only another 4 1/2 hours until Sir comes to pick us up..."Yaaay!"...I for one can't wait...Because I am planning on getting a lot of spanking's in...6 hours of spanking,drinking red wine,chatting & laughing with our friends..."Bliss!"...Note where spanking comes on my list...Spanking definitely has priority lol...

Though first...Me & Sir have got a few things to sort out.Today is "All change".I am hoping it all goes smoothly.I am dreading finishing with him as my Dom.Then watching them...Aka B...together.All loving & caring & close.Happy because I finished with him to allow him to go & make her his sub...Ummm!...

{HeeHee} love being spanked
with a hair brush otk...

Nooo surely not.Surely he would not be that insensitive to my feelings.I know he does not want to lose me,as a friend,someone he plays with...but...He did admit that he has got a soft spot for B.He feels sorry for B...Ummm!...

Basically the only thing changing is.He will no longer be my Dom.He can play with whom he likes & treat her/them,how he likes.Because he will no longer be exclusive to me.I feel a little sad,after 5 years 2 months.Giving my Dom up to a Bint who can't keep her attention seeking claws out of another subs...Dom!...

"Mmmm!" Stripy...

Personally.I have more dignity.I did not like how it made me feel.Watching them together & when he said "B hopes you finish with me,so she can be my sub".I thought...To say that to me,you must want that too.He reckons he can't remember what he said & he does not want that...Ummm! lol..."Donk head!"...

Fair enough...but.I don't want to carry on feeling stressed by their insensitive,selfish actions.I would not dream of treating them that way.So...They are free to fulfil her "Hope".I am free to play with whom I like &...I will still carry on playing with Sir.Only a label change lol...

I always seem to find the strap
more painful then the cane.
Especially the heavy punishment strap...
"Ouch!"...

I love playing with him.He is the best spanker EVER!...Okay so I'm bias'd.When you have that close,trusting connection.Where you can totally relax & let yourself go.It is "The best!"...I am a very lucky subbie.I do appreciate having someone who can give me the most amazing,fantastic play sessions...

Anyway.We will get a chance to talk properly later & play of course.It should work out just fine for both of us & hopefully the jealous bitch vibes will stop.Because that is just beginning to wear thin.Yeah! flattering that they feel sooo threatened by me to feel jealous,but "Grrr!" "Grow up" you silly bitch's...

Ohhh!...Yeah! Sir wants to cane me again,whilst bent over the back of the settee.There are a few settees there.Ohhh! & play in the private room.I know what I want to happen in the private room & it does not involve talking {HeeHee}...

"Mmmm!"...I am so looking forward to the party now...

I feel all tingly excited now.Can't wait for the party.We can talk in the car on the way there.Get the discussion out of the way.I just need to work out what to call him.Still "Sir" I spose.Just not "My Dom!"...

I will be back to write about the party......